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Lovers of Lust
dearest lover of the midnight sky
will you come dance with me?
until dawn breaks
as your face will soon fade
dearest lover of the dark
and eerie sea
will you sail with me?
in this world of harsh waves
dearest lover of the rich forest
must you be so mysterious?
i hear your footsteps pacing
though you are no where in sight
to my lover of the arctic circle
why are you so callous?
warm your heart up to me
defrost your cold exterior
and to my true love
will you waltz with me?
and accompany me on the journey of life?
please don’t hide yourself
hold a flame to your soul
and let it kindle yours and mine
for if then, my lovers will have lost
and you and I will become
us
”The Dew of Destiny”-dverse poetry prompt for Thanksgiving
a long year was awaited
for in the shadows I lurked
sunken into a rut was my soul
how desolate I had become
I am waking from the nightmare
to a sunrise so sweet
I could almost taste
the sprinkles of morning dew
that is included in this picturesque scene
”please sun do not turn into dusk”
I plead with the luminous creation
“I need the help of your light to guide me
for without your direction
I have trepidation
of losing the anticipation
of the next epoch”
the sun did not set
I am thankful for my content disposition
and for my health that He in his good grace
has bestowed upon me
”Anna”
The never ending question arises
”Can money buy happiness?”
I sit and ponder about my empty pockets
And i think to myself ”no”
It is bitter cold out
I am barely clothed appropriate for this gloomy weather
My stomach pangs at the smell of the corner bakery
My hunger sounds louder than the thunder surrounding me
If one were in my torn and ancient shoes
They would probably do almost anything
For a crumbled bill of green
For that one ticket to a satiated feeling
I am not everyone else
I am a broken musician
My chords are locked away with my soul
My reason for breathing has shifted
And so I sit here
Bathing in G-d’s shower
Wondering when I will ever see her again
My smooth wooden ”Anna”
She was my entertaining and loving universe
My broken heart and frost bitten finger tips are worn
From the hours of attention I would pay her
What I wouldn’t do to hear her hum her melancholy tune
When she fell apart
So did I
Her in the literal sense
Me in theory
I refused to obtain a new instrument
For nothing can replace her
Or the sweet lullaby i used to make with her
Only her
To answer the query
It takes someone like I
To fully comprehend
What is the true definition of happiness
what do you think?
so i have this idea for a book that i would like to write someday..im not worried about someone stealing the idea because it would take a lot of knowledge and research in order to make this project come about. the idea is basically about different characters who live in modern day society, that will portray the many different saints in the bible…i think it would be a cool book to write..
a glimpse of me
HI! please dont mind my punctuation and spelling..i feel i write better when that is not on my mind! a glimpse of me..hmm..Well im a jewish orthodox girl of 23 who thinks outside the box. i attended strict orthodox schools that trained me to think in a ”sqaure” manner. i always felt that in school i wasnt aloud to be myself thus out of that environment i would obsess over ”harry potter” ,”star wars”, and ”lord of the rings”. i would rather live in a world with goblins and vampires than to be in reality where all those things are masked by ”ordinary” people. i write when i get fustrated about anything and everything. i enjoy writing about..you guessed it.. fantasy…
“Risen”
I was given a task to destroy them
The demon-like beings
That lurk in the shadows
Of the resting place of many
I asked bluntly to my authority
”Why am I chosen for this mission?”
He then looked through me with his piercing eyes
Behind his square shaped spectacles
He answered with a quiet chant
”The one who has risen
will be the one to slay
those that will rise”
I indeed have risen
Not from a casket
But from the fiery pit of Hell
The point lower than the core of Earth
I, the slayer, will meet my match
In a battle of good and evil
You see, I decided to live
While the parasite has chosen to kill the innocent
This was inspired by a dream I had about ”buffy the vampire slayer”. I found depth to it.
Death’s Outcome
as he rested there slain his outer appearance grotesque
and his rank in the war lost
there I stood relieved
he was the great general Elie and I his envious brother
i never understood why he was chosen
i was just as strong and mighty if not more
father told me to be content with my title
and label as a great soldier
and when the enemy sprung out
i trembled
Elie did anything but
as he shielded me from the attacker
it was then that I was swamped
with relief and grief
a rare cocktail of emotion
i could not ever repay Elie
this occurrence did not stop me
from my craving of the jeweled sword
Elie’s pride and joy
that characterized him as a general
presently it is I who is general by default
my title has changed
though I haven’t earned this position I am never the less deserving of it
for reasons of the unknown
I am chabad and there is a holy book called ”The Igros” that is an important item of our sect of Judiasm. It consists of letters written by the previous Lubavitch Rebbe- (the leader of our sect who passed away)Rabbi Shneerson. To get to the point I asked for an answer from one of the vast amount of letters and got an answer that has to do with sibling rivalry..this poem was inspired by it! enjoy!
”Dance with me my Darling” something I wrote in memory of the brave fire fighters of September 11th
when the hymn arises from the ashes
there you will be
haunting my everlasting love for you
that tune I will never forget
it’s the song I sing to you
I dance to the rhythm of it
and call out your name
I feel your presence surrounding me
the birds chirp to the echo
of my feminine pitch
no longer am I singing alone
you chyme in as well
do you remember me
in the way that you left me
a decade ago
before the catastrophe occurred?
dance with me
tussle my hair
in between your abstract fingers
those heroic hands I do miss
when we finish the waltz
it is time for us to part
heaven beckons you
and your presence vanishes
you leave
but i remember
the farewell affection that you showed to me
”I love you darling..and I always will”
frozen in time
two souls
one heart
your eyes meet mine
a shock of infinite connection blossoms
everything around us is just a haze
we are in a pool of ice
surrounded by drowning strangers
oblivious to the chaotic incident
that is occuring in this moment
when it is our turn to sink
into the freezing and onyx-like water
you lift me onto the platform
a selfless expression of love
two minutes became awareness
and tapping into each others souls
80 years of that vivid memory
so distant it will become
frozen in time
you are now in the depths
beneath reality
yes, you left me here
starving of your energy
from the electricity
that you empowerd me with
one moment
one stare
a glance into my essence
you unmasked me
i will forever be dismantled
Amber is the Color of Her Energy 