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I see right through to you ❤️

I have *light sensitivity* (as well as sun). It’s really challenging living in a world where daytime is when the majority of humanity is *awake*. I love working the graveyard shift. My sleeping habits are not of the norm because my circadian rhythm is *nocturnal* akin to Bats. Joel and I, operated on similar sleep schedules thats why I genuinely enjoyed caring for him albeit at times extremely challenging as we had *our moments* just like anyone else who is engaged in a genuine, loving and passionate relationship. We fought and we apologized. We never considered ourselves to be *fragile* like certain family members labeled us as. I’m not a victim to my circumstances and neither was he. I will never consider Joel a victim of the Holocaust. He was a survivor and Champion in every possible way you can imagine. He would always find a way no matter the hardship. When the love of his life- Grandma passed, ive never seen him so low. It was beyond excruciating to witness. When we spoke on the phone, after the funeral, I knew we were in for some really difficult days ahead. I will never forget that phone call for as long as I live. I will never ever forget the day I said *I love you* to him on his deathbed, not knowing that would be my final time expressing my most genuine sentiment to him. I will never *move on*. I will never ever be the same *chancheenu”. Forever, emotionally dismantled. 💔

These were just shipped to my office by my loving and generous spouse😘. They are *Payne* prescription bifocals. Style: Cat-Gatspy.

 
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Posted by on October 24, 2026 in writing

 

”You and I”

It has been a while

Since you and I

I the emotional

And  you, the vessel to my feelings

A talent?

Perhaps a hobby?

Whatever the relief is labeled as

I think of it as escapism

You and I

I the creative

And you the masterpiece

The finished product of my madness

You inhale life

I exhale my depth into words

That penetrates whatever you are

Into your demonic force that I am drawn to

I crave you

The tips of my fingers are aching

For that familiar sensation

The one that I have been experiencing for years

You are the blank sheet

Of unwritten words

The innocent turned scarred

Because of my never ending  and obscure ideas

This poem was written after about a month of not writing anything. I missed writing dearly thus I dedicated a poem..well..to my love for writing!

 
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Posted by on November 22, 2011 in writing

 

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