Lowdown on *Chan’s Bod*. From a young age, i had been complimented on my *sporty/lean* physique as well as my conventionally attractive . I mean I had a boyfriend in nursery for christ sake. I will always love him no matter what. Thankfully we both found our true soul mates in life and im happy for us. He was so nice to me when I was just a kid trying to navigate the complexities of school and life in the religious sector. We parted ways because we were gender segregated post kindergarten. But I will always cherish our play-time together. I try to take care of my body that I so very much appreciate and value. Sometimes, unfortunately, the demons come out to play and for whatever reason they dont want you to bask in gods blessings. And so, it gets taken from you. And all that comes with having a beautiful exterior. I was gorgeous. That’s it. I still consider myself gorgeous. Sorry! After years bed-ridden due to my conditions, im pleased to say im gonna be ok. I really do believe that. I came out on the other side of grief, loss and trauma.

it was rainy today so, im wearing *Hunters* gifted to me by my s.o.

I am focused on my goals daily. I have been doing cardio for a long time. When I wasn’t in bed binging Netflix or engaging in interesting discussions online, I used to walk anywhere and everywhere while blasting hypnotic music. I loved the radio. Radio Disney was my light and outlet.

my first and only *real* boyfriend (my spouse courted *and stalked me* 🙃 but i never called him my boyfriend) 😅🫣 -Moishe Chaim Ephraim Bloch. He manages Meshuga for Sushi in Cali- a mom and pop shop-his dad’. Its a clean store- one of the only restaurants that provides *hand sanitzing wipes* . The sushi is nut free and delicious- especially with *spicy mayo* 🙂 😀